soooo
i am officially a grade 12 student, and feeling very pleased about it
and i handed in all my scholarship applications! YAY ME!

i need to take a long overdue catnap and smoke a joint
i wish i could!

Block A - English 12 - Smith
Block B - French 12 - Ciofani
Block C - PE 10A - A. Johnston
Block D - AMA 11 - B. Johnston
Block E - Minor Games
Block G - Bio 11 - Wilkinson
Block H - Acting 12 - Carr

only flexes this term are F and X

im excited for today
my day off from the play :)
hangouts with alyssa who i dearly miss, and then gossip girl night with sam<3

nananana.
exactly 1 and a half months since i have not touched a single chemical drug :)
fuck yeah budday!

I heart snow actually<3
i thought i hated it. but i like it a bunch.

ps. katey baigent comes back in t-minus 5 months.
as does Ali.
and Tanya.
<33333333333

 psh. stupid school is creeping up too me.

time to kick willpower into high gear.
imma grad this year. i will do it.

Im  leaving for Shambhala in t-minus 1 hour. and im super stoked

but it occured to me, that it won't be the same. 
im missing an important component

i miss you megan, and ill be thinking of you during my flailing times.

and ill dump pepper in someones ceaser, just to make myself laugh(and probably Jade)


but over all, im really excited
my life seems to be coming together quite nicely. 
i know ive said that before, but its true

i have a plan for life. a real true plan.

1. Finish high school.
doesnt seem like a huge deal to a lot of my friends, but its a big deal for me. i want to prove to everyone that im better than that.

2. Go to university
see above. i want to go, to also prove that not only i can get farther than half my friends, but i can keep going. im going for a degree in drama, and a minor in event planning. i have a knack for promotion, and i really think i can do it for a career if i try. but acting is my most important priority.

and finally

3. Weed out the bad friends from the good.
i find that now its more important than ever, i dont want to be held down by a group of people that claim to be my friends. thats not what i need.


thats all for now guys.

see you all when i get home<3

location: home, for the last time for a week mood: indescribable

i am sitting in counselling, finishing rachaels romeo and juliet thing
i'd forgotten how lame it is =P

BLAAAAH

this weekend should be fun
fun times with jolene =D

superfriends is in a week and a half!!!
HOLY SHEET

im getting really excited for superfriends
scared, but excited
its in 2 weeks on saturday
HOLY SHIT
its going so well
soso well :)

i chopped all my hair off
it feels weird, but i needed a change, quite badly
it feels cool.

movie night tonight  =)

URGENT MESSAGE.


Alyssa went on her livejournal


*looks up at the sky, expecting to see the sky falling*


JK i kinda told her too.

 so. im pretty sure my weekend is gonna be EPIC!
today, i get to get my flyers from staples, and then go to work til 6:30, then go to courtenay with ali, melissa and sam
epic night of PARTYING. Roll with it, then Johnny's house.
then after that, after no sleep im sure. possibly food, we shall mission all over the place before stopping at our final destination....CASSIDY FOR SOULFOOD
then boogie boogie boogie, and red rover competition in the morning
then eat some mushrooms, and go back to dtown!
and get baked aaaaalllll day =) for 4/20!


im excited :)

location: Rm 125 tags: epic melissa ali sam party

 shit cock.
im bored
im at karls
watching avp
doing bong tokes
and eating food.
HELLA

 Seussical the musical! yay yay yay!
starts todaaaaaayyyyy.

kerri ann is a whore.
that is all.

 im excited
things are gonna get better, things are starting to look up for me =)

i hate being lonely
i hate being alone.
i hate people and their happiness
i hate missing people

but i guess what i miss the most is the fact that even when you get back(if you do) you probably still won't be with me.
cause thats how it goes.
right?

 well. the school has successfully blocked facebook
but i managed to find the loophole.
wooo!
go jamie gib go!


dentist today. no school tomorrow or the next day!
campbell river on friday, victoria saturday!

 school is lame. 
soooo lame
i get to go into town and buy pot.
woooo


life is boring. but at least im not dead.

peace out  for a while duncan
off to miami i go

PEEDOTESS.
november 2nd, everyone go to the sunset room, that will be one of the many birthday celebrations, and my homecoming party
DEAL?!